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power_of_yes

He hesitates a moment, trying to fit that in with his own philosophy. Is it saying yes? Is it depriving? Is it giving?

It will help, certainly.

"I can try."

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ukan

"Say yes," a small not-quite-there smile; he's tasting this idea for himself, too. "To the temptation but don't let the sin of acting on it own you, is what I want to try."

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power_of_yes

Say yes.

He laughs at that, delighted by it, because somehow, when it's said like that, it makes sense. Yes. Of course. Of course.

"Yes."

There's no further clarification needed on it.

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ukan

"Good." He sips his soda. "What's the thing that never fails to set you off?"

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power_of_yes

John's internalizing a lot of what Lark is telling him, which...may or may not be a good thing. He can hold in that Wrath, that anger. And suffer for it.

And that, of course, is his punishment.

He's not looking forward to it, but he's sure that it will help him in the end. Suffering. Punishment. Deprivation. Pain. All of it wrapped together in the only coping skills that he knows.

"Refusal," he says softly.

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ukan

"You mean when people refuse what you offer?" He can't read whatever it is John is thinking or feeling, but not knowing only intrigues him further.

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power_of_yes

"Yes," he lies, not knowing or meaning it to be a lie. Because it's all a lie. Every bit of it. Built up around him like a house of cards. It's all a lie and yet - for John, it's all the truth. The lone between the two is so blurry that it's nonexistent.

He means when they refuse what he offers, but he really means when they refuse him. Because John only offers himself.

Nothing makes him angrier than when someone refuses him something that he wants. Something he feels like he deserves.

"I just want to help."

Because he was put on the earth to do one thing - to make people Atone. He is John the Baptist. John the Inquisitor.

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ukan

Lark studies him a moment. The answer came readily, and Lark detects nothing--no increase in heartrate, no chemical stress markers--that indicate a lie. So he takes it as truth, which cycles back around into a deeper curiosity.

"And what do you think, what's the first thing that comes to mind, when someone says no?"

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power_of_yes

"That they should say yes. That no is not an option. 'No' is weakness. 'No' is sin. 'No' is saying no to God."

He had said 'no' to Ezio in Zero, but, he tells himself, that had been a way of saying yes. It's different. It's better. At least...that's how he tries to justify it.

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ukan

Lark nods to himself, thinks about that. "But there are lines, aren't there? even for you. If someone told you to leave Joseph, if they gave you access to a world without your brothers, you would say 'no', wouldn't you?"

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power_of_yes

"That's temptation. I can't say yes to temptation," he tells him. And it's a fine line. But mostly, it's been Joseph who helps him with that line.

Without him, he strays.

He already has.

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ukan

He tips his head ever so slightly. "Is it tempting to leave the fold?"

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power_of_yes

"It's tempting to go back to the parties and the sex and the drugs and the drink, yes," he scoffs. "But I won't leave Joseph and I won't leave Jacob."

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ukan

"But of course they aren't your only reason for staying. You could, theoretically, continue your work without them."

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power_of_yes

"No. I can't. The three of us need to be together for the Collapse. Or - so says Joseph," he says, seeming a little unsure about it.

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ukan

"I can see how being together is ideal. It gives you all the best chance of survival and who wouldn't want to be with their family when things fall apart? But..." A small frown. "The three of you being together doesn't cause the Collapse, does it?"

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power_of_yes

He gives Lark a bit of a laugh. "No, Lark. No. We are simply reacting to the world at large. I've heard the news. The powers are falling apart. There's talk of war. Of nuclear war. All over." He looks up to the ceiling. "I don't know when it's going to be, but the signs are all around us. Have been there for years before Joseph showed up at my building."

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ukan

"How do people come to find you? I don't get the impression you live in the center of a large city...but of course I could be very wrong."

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power_of_yes

"Hope County, Montana," he laughs. "So no. But there's a sizable population. They come to us. Their family come to them, and they come to us. We don't do recruitment. Well, I do recruitment, but my brother just preaches and people come to him. They hear his words. Hear his truth."

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ukan

Interesting. "What sort of recruitment do you do? I was under the impression that it all came down to faith in your brother's words."

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power_of_yes

He looks away a bit. There's a small show of deception, though Lark might notice that he doesn't respond to lies in the same way. He's completely calm and sits in the lie for a while, letting it wash over him, savoring it as it forms completely before it comes out, smooth as silk.

John might not lie much, but he's skilled. Not many humans would be able to catch him out on it.

"Those who come to hear my brother's words have questions," he says. "So I help answer them. What they can do to save themselves and their family from the Collapse. How they can join Eden's Gate."

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ukan

Lark lets him lie. He just watches him, impressed but unconvinced. "And?" A small smile; fill in the blank, John, because that wasn't an answer.

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power_of_yes

He raises a brow. It seemed a perfectly good answer to him.

But he knows he's talking to another lawyer, so he presses forward.

"To reach Eden's Gate, they have to reach Atonement."