[There is a lot more to it. But he'd have to go into Alec's history, and the mutiny, and history with Jon, and his own sense of responsibility, and the fact he chose to be here and therefore consented to all of this.]
I'm just tired. I'll get some sleep tonight and be back at it tomorrow.
Did you end up in any other domains? Or did you get to run yours the whole time?
[He doesn't have to pause to think about that one. He's finally seeing movement on a goal he's been digging at for over a year. He has people here he would never stop thinking about. Like John.]
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Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 12:17 am (UTC)[He's quiet for a moment.]
You're not yourself because of this.
Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 12:32 am (UTC)I'm just tired. I'll get some sleep tonight and be back at it tomorrow.
Did you end up in any other domains? Or did you get to run yours the whole time?
Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 12:35 am (UTC)That isn't how it works. Sleep isn't the magical cure.
Private
Date: 2022-01-26 01:00 am (UTC)[A faint sigh]
All of this was easier for me when I was forced to be here, John. It's a shitty thing to realize. As an inmate, I would have hated me for saying it.
Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 01:07 am (UTC)Are you going to leave?
Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 01:09 am (UTC)[He doesn't have to pause to think about that one. He's finally seeing movement on a goal he's been digging at for over a year. He has people here he would never stop thinking about. Like John.]
You're not getting rid of me that easily.
Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 01:12 am (UTC)I almost have free reign to do whatever I wish with you not on my ass.
Private
Date: 2022-01-26 01:18 am (UTC)Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 01:22 am (UTC)Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 02:11 am (UTC)You have been, what was I thinking.
What's your schedule like tomorrow after dinner?
Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 02:13 am (UTC)That's my reading time, but I'm not expecting anyone.
Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 02:15 am (UTC)Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 02:19 am (UTC)Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 02:18 pm (UTC)Re: Private
Date: 2022-01-26 07:26 pm (UTC)And then we'll - walk. [He is skeptical of outings, but he'll be there. Better than having to drag him out.]