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John Seed ([personal profile] power_of_yes) wrote2021-08-25 07:08 pm

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[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-25 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, at least you both got what you wanted, then.
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[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-25 08:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Right. ... That probably should have been an immediate concern.]

Why not?
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[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-25 08:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Hard to say if she's out of knives, though.
ukan: (is that a trick question)

Re: video

[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-25 08:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Wait, who's her warden?

[He should know this. He did know this.]
ukan: (you just never know)

Re: video

[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-25 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Nothing.

[Okay even he can't call that honest.]

I haven't slept since the night before this all happened, that's all. It's just been a long week.
ukan: (:|)

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[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-25 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you know how it all stopped?
ukan: (attentive)

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[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-25 09:57 pm (UTC)(link)
He was dead at the time.

I stopped it.
ukan: (would let you die)

Private

[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-25 10:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I killed Jon. It had to be done a certain way.
ukan: (sympathy)

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[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-25 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm still figuring out what I feel about it.

I've killed friends before. I killed Steve Rogers here to stop a mutiny that was a hell of a lot like this. It just needed to be done.

[It needed to be done and he knew how and he was willing. That's all there is to it. He doesn't know why his mind keeps stuttering and stalling when he tries to accept it.]
ukan: (it will change you)

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[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-26 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
Because I killed him to save the ship. It wasn't murder. It was necessary.
ukan: (you worry me)

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[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-26 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
[There is a lot more to it. But he'd have to go into Alec's history, and the mutiny, and history with Jon, and his own sense of responsibility, and the fact he chose to be here and therefore consented to all of this.]

I'm just tired. I'll get some sleep tonight and be back at it tomorrow.

Did you end up in any other domains? Or did you get to run yours the whole time?
ukan: (conspire)

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[personal profile] ukan 2022-01-26 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe not, but nothing heals without it.

[A faint sigh]

All of this was easier for me when I was forced to be here, John. It's a shitty thing to realize. As an inmate, I would have hated me for saying it.

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